Am I jealous?

I saw you today

Engulfed in her embrace

Lost in her deep blue eyes

All the time while you smiled

Why I felt left out, am I jealous?

I never loved you, I thought

Seeing you with someone else,

why I feel distraught?

Her beauty why I envy so much?

Why I feel ugly all of a sudden, am I jealous?

As you hold her hand

And kiss her with passion

Why this sight I could not stand?

Why do I crave for your touch now?

Why is she getting on my nerves now, am I jealous?

There was a time when you loved me to the moon

To commit to you, I thought it was much too soon

Our ways we parted, our paths drifted

With a partner new, a life new you crafted

I too have conquered my dreams, why do I still feel envy and regret?

Am I jealous?